Monday, June 10, 2013

Assumption

Ok so I sent Him a picture of my stupidity.  (That tricky sun Saturday and plain forgetting to reapply screen on myself lead to a nasty burn on my cleavage. )

I followed instructions and sent a non clothed full light pic of it and I got a "ouch ... hope it feels better by Tuesday' 

So do I assume that means we are playing Tuesday??  I'm trying to NOT assume.  I'm trying to just take it for what it is. 

Sunday, June 9, 2013

communication

should there be follow up??  Am I asking too much??  Maybe it is a result of just jumping into play.

The only follow up was after I said goodnight Wednesday.  He did apologize saying he was spending time with his boys.    He asked if I enjoyed our time together.  I of course said I did and he stated he did also.  

I have initiated all text since.  I haven't pushed it ... just said hi or good morning handsome.  Friday I did mention that he did well marking His breasts.  He asked for pic, so being the good girl I am I sent a couple views.  They weren't real clear.  Later that day I was in a dressing room and caught a better pic so I sent it on.   THAT got a "NIIICE  I bet your ass is the same."  When I informed him that believe it or not there were none I received "wow I will have to try harder next time"  to which I responded "mmm ... I had a feeling you may say that Sir"  

Then silence.

I hate being lost in my mind because I run through everything I could have done different.  I should of stuck to my guns on the neutral ground.   Then the next line of thought is "you know he's super busy, chill"  

Ugh Ugh  Ugh

I know I need to open up and COMMUNICATE.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

The Meeting

We talked on the phone for a while ... he wanted me to verbalize what I was envisioning.  It's soo hard for me to verbalize what's in my head sometimes.  I attempted to, but I know it was broken up and random.  We hung up for a bit, leaving me just enough time to run the vacuum, change into the maxi dress, and sit on the porch to wait. 

A sleek black Jeep Cherokee rolled up. I stood up to watch him come up the walk, my panties became wet.  Pinstriped suit, blue shirt, very confident, such a departure from my country boy, but my oh my, definitely dreamed of a man like him.  Someone who will challenge me … someone who will keep me in my place.  

We kiss on the porch then quickly move into the duplex. He comments how it's not a bad little place, then you can't keep us apart. I am mezmorized by his intense eyes. As we are kissing he undoes the halter so my breasts are free. They fit perfectly in his strong hands. mmmmm "shall we move to someplace more comfortable?" Without hesitation I led him up to my room.

I watch as he removes his jacket & shirt ... envisioning his fingers working me to a frenzy. As he removes his pants he instructs me to remove the dress. Finally he instructs me to suck him ... I gladly sink down and take his wonderful cock in my mouth. OMG I am in heaven. I noticed that he had to stop himself from cumming a couple times .... mmmmm.

I'm to bend over the bed to receive spankings .... and received I did. Alternating cheeks, increasing in intensity. With some lighter ones on my pussy. I'm sure I will bear his mark.

We lay down on the bed ... he has me suck him some more. At some point he teases me with just the tip of his cock ... I am soooo wet for him. I could cum and he knows it "you better not cum" I clean my wetness off him without hesitation. He stretches my ass with his fingers. I freak, God how I love my ass played with. He goes to ass fuck me but it wouldn't go in ... I'm literally sad "it's ok" He tries again. Eventually we end up with me sucking him again and me making myself cum for him as he watches.

Our play lasted close to an hour and half with some talk about what I am to expect and what I have experienced. But then .... Then it's time for him to go, but not without me verbalizing my understanding "I am yours Sir. Only You can fuck me, unless You tell me otherwise. Only You may ever enter my ass again"

Busty!?!?

We exchanged pics du jour and the text I received after sending mine was PRICELESS.
"You must be busty getting ready for work lol"   "Busy!!  You must be busy!"   "Damn phone."
OMG I died laughing .... "suuuure blame the phone"

He sent a picture of him at Mad River with two other gentlemen.  "I know I look short but those guys are like 6'3" and 6'5"  which led me to teasing him about his height.  

We exchanged pleasantries about the pics shared and I confirmed the busy and busTy.
"Busty is good too ... you are really racking up the points"
Which made me laugh more and admit that I liked him already.  The conversation turned to tats for a bit, then managed to work it's way back to tits.  "ok I will take your word for it lol ... but im hoping to find out ;)"  to which I responded "lol I'm sure you will have a chance ;)"  "I hope so ... very soon lol"

He asked about my piercing, and when I said I DID have one but it closed and it was for me to know where and him to find out on down the line he knew instantly it was my hood.   well actually he said "clit .... nice"  "Always wanted to lick a pierced one never had a chance ;)"
 "bad Mary.  Cause I'm thinking of the pic on profile with the tongue out.  Lol"  
"Lol and yes I have a talented tongue .... ;)"

Some how the topic turned back to my breasts .... oh yeah it was the sharing of tat pics.  He asked where the butterfly was located.  He mentioned that he was a breast man to which I replied "well that's good since I have an abundance of boob and very lil arse"  which resulted in a preemptive asking for forgiveness.  His response when I asked why was that of "because if ... when we meet I will be SOOO handsy lol.  I'm very touchy feely.  lol"  "LOL you are forgiven in advance ;)"  "Thank you.... I do like to take control in certain situations"  (hello clue)

To tease I ended up sending a cleavage shot ... oh I mean a better pic of the butterfly placement.  
"Can't wait to see your nipples mmmm love nipples"
"hopefully you won't be disappointed when you have the op to play with nips ... they are cute, but lil"
"you can not be real  i love little nipples truly ... wow can I get a sneak peek? Pleeeeeeaaaassseee?"
"I assure you I'm as real as they come ;) and as tempting as it is to share I think we will leave it so that you can enjoy them in person"
"Great so what are your plans this afternoon LOL"  "at least you are tempted and id love to see them ... and quite honestly to test out your lips ...." "on my lips!!  I better clarify that  LMAO"
"Which lips do you want to test out on yours is the question  LOL"  "I am off work at 430 then no plans.  Girls are with their dad tonight"
"BOTH ... so you're saying that I could stop by and visit you about 530"
"I'm saying we could meet somewhere about 530 and see where things go"

We had set up to meet at the park ... which was perfect but things quickly changed after a phone call.  

I was instructed to send a picture of my nipples and my address.  Me being me, I readily sent the nip pic ;) He called me out on the address though after complimenting my nipples.  "scared now? lol"  
"should I be?? lol"  
"no not at all ... but you didnt send address so I figured you were... bottom line I will not do anything you don't want me too ... and I won't do something you MAY want me to do tonight ... but I wont ... I will not put my cock in your pussy ... tonight even if you beg me to .. promise you that"   which resulted in my sending address and info as to where I live.  "lol I will be there about 530ish"  
"I'll keep my clothes on until then"
 .... 
"Dress comfy ... no bra please ;)" 
"for you I will allow the girls some freedom ;)"  
"nice ;)" "is it 530 yet lol"  
"soon  my dear soon"  
"soon my dear soon .... I will be suckling those titties ... you'll be sucking down on my cock ;)"  "Lol no comment on that one huh?"  
"I was too busy licking my lips ;)" 
"I may be licking your lips later as well.  bending you over and smacking that ass of yours too ;)"   
"thank you for soaking my panties"  
"you're welcome.  I will make those ass cheeks burn a little ... maybe snack that swollen clit a couple times .. definitely those huge tits .."  "stunned now lol" 
 "Definitely left me speechless lol"   
"uh good or bad speechless"  
"good darling"
  ....... 
"yes you will be ... probably cum covered after that ... as long as you do as youre told ... think you can handle that?"  
" Yes Sir"  
"Very good .. you are doing very well .. you like?"  
"I do.  However I tend to have a brat side"  
"I will discipline that out of you"  "I think I may assume a new role with you tonight ..." 
 "that being ...."  
"What would you like it to be?? Sir??"  
"My apologies Sir.  I have not been molded or trained so if it is your pleasure and we agree I wil be yours to train, Sir."  " May I speak freely Sir?"
"Yes you may"
"I am a little surprised ... cautious, I don't know what word to use here ... I did not pan or expect this quick"
"you are fine you can sway what you want and if you aren't interested you can say that too"
"I'm not ruling it out just be patient with me"
"yep no problem"
Then we talked on the phone for a bit ..... 

What Are The Chances?

I had removed my learnin2fly profile after dealing with the crap of Gig ... but there was some little voice in my head that said "Create a new one Mary.  Just do it."   Me being me, I listened to that voice and what are the chances that within 12 hours I would receive a message?   A message that may lead to a very different, but very fulfilled Mary.  

It was a simple "Had any luck fishing?" message.  I responded with "Meh ... some nibbles. Reeled one in but wasn't exactly what we were looking for....." 

We had exchanged a couple messages when I pulled the famous "MJ."  Meaning I fell asleep during a conversation.  The poor guy thought that he had offended me when he sent "So outside of what is in your profile what are you looking for? You seem to be what I am looking for ..quiet and normal with a wild side ??" because of it.   I didn't waste a moment after waking and seeing several messages from him, I sent a quick "Oh I didn't ;). I fell asleep. Sorry!! "  

I don't know if I ever did answer the what am I looking for question, we went from messaging on POF to texting and it was one of the funnest conversations from that point on.